Silent Pain


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Abused, raped, and beaten; this girl went through hell only to come back stronger than ever!"It just felt like every corner I turned was a sick evil man lurking."Heather was taken advantage of by many older and more powerful men. Her own step dad would beat her and molest her, while her mother did nothing even though she knew about it. Even the social system was not in Heather's favor, she was never looked out after and was always brought back to that horrifying house where she hated being. She was also bullied in school, and grew up in a rough neighborhood with financial troubles. Drugs also played a huge part in her story as it affected her and the ones around her."I began to wonder what I did in my past life to have such horrible things happen to me. I swear I must have been Hitler or something. I had to have murdered millions of people to be hit so hard in this life. I had nothing else to blame. If I was I just want to apologize right now, I swear whatever I did I'm sorry."But all wasn't terrible in her life, she was able to have beautiful kids and raise a family through all the tough times. She learned from her mistakes, and grew to be be a better person. The tough times carved her into the person she is today, and she is Damn proud of herself and who she became."I've had opportunities to live a high roller life, but that all came with an emotional price I wasn't willing to pay. I tried to go the other way and work my way through life, live my dream of being an accomplished writer and raise a family. It was all I dreamed about, always. But I was handed some tough cards to try to make anything out of it, but I am one damn good poker player."Join Heather in her sad but inspiring journey as she teaches you life lessons and vividly depicts the world for what it what really was through her eyes.Buy now to learn what happened to Heather and how she over came all the struggles in her life




A Silent Pain’


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This is my autobiography written in a fictional style. I was born into a well-to do-family, but happened to live in extreme poverty. After the death of my father, my mother had to raise seven children on her own, with nothing but hard work and love. With relentless effort, collective love and the support of my siblings, we have all managed to break through the nexus of poverty. Finding myself in a loveless marriage, I suffered three bouts of depression, which I tolerated because of my responsibility for looking after my three lovely children. The last depression was so powerful I came close to suicide. With the advice of some close friends, I managed to achieve an amazing recovery. The purpose of this book is to convey to people that both men and women can survive and move on with their lives and reach happiness. It further advocates: · If you contemplating suicide, talk to a close friend. · If you are in love with someone, do not marry anyone else. · If you have a duty, do it, no matter how many difficulties you may face. · Forget the past and stay with your own consciousness. You can find happiness, which is not too far away; it is within you.




Silent Pain


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A mother's tragic and senseless death leads her daughter to investigate the terrifying world of medical mistakes. It is a cold February night when Donna receives the shocking news. Her mother, Mary, is in the ICU of her local hospital. She is bleeding into her abdomen, and her organs are beginning to shut down. How did this happen? Donna wonders. Her mother had gone to the hospital for flu-like symptoms, and she was to be released the next day, but when Donna and her husband, Ken, arrive at the hospital in Kentucky, they find Mary near death. Over the next few days, Donna begins to suspect a grave error that was made by the doctors in charge of her mother's care. After Mary's passing, Donna decides to order a copy of her medical records, and she quickly discovers what actually happened at the hospital-the mistakes that cost her mother her life. Silent Pain is the true story of a daughter who not only had to cope with the loss of her mother, but the grief caused by the carelessness of medical professionals. A loving tribute from a daughter to a mother, this poignant book is also a call to action-to be knowledgeable advocates for your loved one's medical care. About the Author Donna M. Stout grew up in Kentucky and Texas before settling down in Northern Michigan, where she met and married her husband, Ken. She has two boys and two girls and is the grandmother of four. After her mother's death, Donna realized that no one should be subjected to the consequences of medical malpractice, and came to realize her story had to be told. Donna has been in real estate and retail sales for most of her career, and she is now retired. She enjoys spending time with her family, and urging people to question doctors who prescribe drugs that may have dangerous, sometimes fatal, consequences.




Black Suffering


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In Black Suffering, James Henry Harris explores the nexus of injustices, privations, and pains that contribute to the daily suffering seen and felt in the lives of Black folks. This suffering is so normalized in American life that it often goes unnoticed, unseen, and even--more often--purposely ignored. The reality of Black suffering is both omnipresent and complicated--both a reaction to and a result of the reality of white supremacy, its psychological and historical legacy, and its many insidious and fractured expressions within contemporary culture. Because Black suffering is so wholly disregarded, it must be named, discussed, and analyzed. Black Suffering articulates suffering as an everyday reality of Black life. Harris names suffering's many manifestations, both in history and in the present moment, and provides a unique portrait of the ways Black suffering has been understood by others. Drawing on decades of personal experience as a pastor, theologian, and educator, Harris gives voice to suffering's practical impact on church leaders as they seek to forge a path forward to address this huge and troubling issue. Black Suffering is both a mixtape and a call to consciousness, a work that identifies Black suffering, shines a light on the insidious normalization of the phenomenon, and begins a larger conversation about correcting the historical weight of suffering carried by Black people. The book combines elements of memoir, philosophy, historical analysis, literary criticism, sermonic discourse, and even creative nonfiction to present a "remix" of the suffering experienced daily by Black people.




When Pain Is Real and God Seems Silent


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"In the midst of our suffering we need a wake-up call to the truth that God’s steadfast love never ceases.” —Dave Furman, Senior Pastor, Redeemer Church of Dubai; author, Being There and Kiss the Wave Are you feeling despondent, depressed, or discouraged? When we encounter severe trials and suffering, we are often tempted to think that our situation is somehow out of God’s hands. In these dark times, God seems silent, and we feel isolated, confused, and alone. Everyone experiences suffering; even the biblical writers expressed anguish at times. This emotion is clearly captured in the Psalms. Through these brief meditations on Psalms 88 and 89, Ligon Duncan shows us how to respond to our own suffering with the assurance of our heavenly Father’s mercy, which sustains us even in the darkest circumstances.




Hurts So Good


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An exploration of why people all over the world love to engage in pain on purpose--from dominatrices, religious ascetics, and ultramarathoners to ballerinas, icy ocean bathers, and sideshow performers Masochism is sexy, human, reviled, worshipped, and can be delightfully bizarre. Deliberate and consensual pain has been with us for millennia, encompassing everyone from Black Plague flagellants to ballerinas dancing on broken bones to competitive eaters choking down hot peppers while they cry. Masochism is a part of us. It lives inside workaholics, tattoo enthusiasts, and all manner of garden variety pain-seekers. At its core, masochism is about feeling bad, then better--a phenomenon that is long overdue for a heartfelt and hilarious investigation. And Leigh Cowart would know: they are not just a researcher and science writer--they're an inveterate, high-sensation seeking masochist. And they have a few questions: Why do people engage in masochism? What are the benefits and the costs? And what does masochism have to say about the human experience? By participating in many of these activities themselves, and through conversations with psychologists, fellow scientists, and people who seek pain for pleasure, Cowart unveils how our minds and bodies find meaning and relief in pain--a quirk in our programming that drives discipline and innovation even as it threatens to swallow us whole.




Purpose For The Pain


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Feeling Pain and Being in Pain, second edition


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An examination of the two most radical dissociation syndromes of the human pain experience—pain without painfulness and painfulness without pain—and what they reveal about the complex nature of pain and its sensory, cognitive, and behavioral components. In Feeling Pain and Being in Pain, Nikola Grahek examines two of the most radical dissociation syndromes to be found in human pain experience: pain without painfulness and painfulness without pain. Grahek shows that these two syndromes—the complete dissociation of the sensory dimension of pain from its affective, cognitive, and behavioral components, and its opposite, the dissociation of pain's affective components from its sensory-discriminative components (inconceivable to most of us but documented by ample clinical evidence)—have much to teach us about the true nature and structure of human pain experience. Grahek explains the crucial distinction between feeling pain and being in pain, defending it on both conceptual and empirical grounds. He argues that the two dissociative syndromes reveal the complexity of the human pain experience: its major components, the role they play in overall pain experience, the way they work together, and the basic neural structures and mechanisms that subserve them. Feeling Pain and Being in Pain does not offer another philosophical theory of pain that conclusively supports or definitively refutes either subjectivist or objectivist assumptions in the philosophy of mind. Instead, Grahek calls for a less doctrinaire and more balanced approach to the study of mind–brain phenomena.




Suffering in Silence


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Humans and horses have been joined for thousands of years, and for much of that time, one thing has served as the primary point of physical contact between them: the saddle. However, for many horses and many riders, the saddle has been no less than a refined means of torture. Horses have long suffered from tree points impeding the movement of their shoulder blades; too narrow gullet channels damaging the muscles and nerves along the vertebrae; and too long panels putting harmful pressure on the reflex point in the loin area. Male riders saddle up despite riding-related pain and the potential for serious side effects, such as impotence, while female riders endure backache, slipped discs, and bladder infections, to name just a few common issues. We must ask ourselves: How much better could we ride and how much better could our horses perform if our saddles fit optimally? If they accommodated the horse’s unique conformation and natural asymmetry? If they were built for the differing anatomy of men and women? The answers to all these questions are right here, right now, in this book.




Pain


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“Zeruya Shalev is one of my favorite contemporary writers, her work always spiky and original, and Pain is a searing book, a wild and ravenous story of family entanglement and impossible yearning.” —Lauren Groff, author of Florida and Fates and Furies A powerful, astute novel that exposes how old passions can return, testing our capacity to make choices about what is most essential in life. Ten years after she was seriously injured in a terrorist attack, the pain comes back to torment Iris. But that is not all: Eitan, the love of her youth, also comes back into her life. Though their relationship ended many years ago, she was more deeply wounded when he left her than by the suicide bomber who blew himself up next to her. Iris's marriage is stagnant. Her two children have grown up and are almost independent; she herself has become a dedicated, successful school principal. Now, after years without passion and joy, Eitan brings them back into her life. But she must concoct all sorts of lies to conceal her affair from her family, and the lies become more and more complicated. Is this an impossible predicament, or on the contrary a scintillating revelation of the many ways life's twists and turns can bring us to a place we would never have expected to be?