I Don't Want to Die Poor


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One of NPR’s Best Books of 2020 One of Time’s 100 Must-Read Books of 2020 From the New York Times bestselling author of I Can’t Date Jesus, which Vogue called “a piece of personal and cultural storytelling that is as fun as it is illuminating,” comes a wry and insightful essay collection that explores the financial and emotional cost of chasing your dreams. Ever since Oprah Winfrey told the 2007 graduating class of Howard University, “Don’t be afraid,” Michael Arceneaux has been scared to death. You should never do the opposite of what Oprah instructs you to do, but when you don’t have her pocket change, how can you not be terrified of the consequences of pursuing your dreams? Michael has never shied away from discussing his struggles with debt, but in I Don’t Want to Die Poor, he reveals the extent to which it has an impact on every facet of his life—how he dates; how he seeks medical care (or in some cases, is unable to); how he wrestles with the question of whether or not he should have chosen a more financially secure path; and finally, how he has dealt with his “dream” turning into an ongoing nightmare as he realizes one bad decision could unravel all that he’s earned. You know, actual “economic anxiety.” I Don’t Want to Die Poor is an unforgettable and relatable examination about what it’s like leading a life that often feels out of your control. But in Michael’s voice that’s “as joyful as he is shrewd” (BuzzFeed), these razor-sharp essays will still manage to make you laugh and remind you that you’re not alone in this often intimidating journey.




I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die


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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.




Don't Die with Your Music Still in You


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In 2001, Dr. Wayne Dyer wrote a book called 10 Secrets for Success and Inner Peace, based on the most important principles he wanted his children to live by. Serena Dyer, one of those children, has contemplated these ideas throughout her life. "Don’t die with your music still in you" has been the most important principle for Serena: to her, it means that you don’t allow yourself to live any life other than the one you were born to live. In this book, Serena sets out to explain what it was like to grow up with spiritual parents. She touches upon all ten of her dad’s original secrets, imparting her own experiences with them and detailing how they have affected the way she approaches various situations in life. She shares stories, struggles, and triumphs—and Wayne, in turn, contributes his own perspective. This unique father-daughter collaboration will warm the hearts of all parents . . . and inspire anyone who is looking to find the "music" inside themselves.




I Can't Date Jesus


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NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER Featured as One of Summer’s most anticipated reads by the Los Angeles Times, Vogue, Vulture, Entertainment Weekly, ELLE, Buzzfeed, and Bitch Media. From the author of I Don’t Want to Die Poor and in the style of New York Times bestsellers You Can’t Touch My Hair, Bad Feminist, and I'm Judging You, a timely collection of alternately hysterical and soul‑searching essays about what it is like to grow up as a creative, sensitive black man in a world that constantly tries to deride and diminish your humanity. It hasn’t been easy being Michael Arceneaux. Equality for LGBTQ people has come a long way and all, but voices of persons of color within the community are still often silenced, and being Black in America is…well, have you watched the news? With the characteristic wit and candor that have made him one of today’s boldest writers on social issues, I Can’t Date Jesus is Michael Arceneaux’s impassioned, forthright, and refreshing look at minority life in today’s America. Leaving no bigoted or ignorant stone unturned, he describes his journey in learning to embrace his identity when the world told him to do the opposite. He eloquently writes about coming out to his mother; growing up in Houston, Texas; being approached for the priesthood; his obstacles in embracing intimacy that occasionally led to unfortunate fights with fire ants and maybe fleas; and the persistent challenges of young people who feel marginalized and denied the chance to pursue their dreams. Perfect for fans of David Sedaris, Samantha Irby, and Phoebe Robinson, I Can’t Date Jesus tells us—without apologies—what it’s like to be outspoken and brave in a divisive world.




I Don't Want to Die Unknown


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Dan Moyane was 10 years old when he lay on his back on a patch of grass at his parents' home in White City Jabavu, Soweto, looking at the moon and thinking, 'I don't want to die unknown.' The year was 1969, and Neil Armstrong and his team had recently achieved immortality by completing the first moon landing. It was the knowledge that the astronauts would be remembered as long as the world turned that made Dan realise that he, too, would like to be remembered by people outside of his immediate community, just as he would like to find out more about what lay beyond his horizon. Dan's insatiable curiosity and love of learning have ensured that his name has, indeed, become known throughout South Africa. This is the story of how he achieved his goal – from his days as a student at the apex of South Africa's political turmoil, to his years in exile in Mozambique and his first job in media, and the trajectory of a career that would see him become one of South Africa's most highly regarded and influential broadcasters. It is a career that led Dan to interview prominent leaders in Mozambique and South Africa and become acquainted with the likes of Nelson Mandela and Graça Machel, and saw him cover the country's birth into democracy, and help shape South Africans' understanding of the changed world around them. I Don't Want to Die Unknown delves into these experiences, giving a glimpse into the inquisitiveness and desire to know more, do more and be more that has driven Dan Moyane. It offers a rare insight into the man behind the microphone – his ambitions, trials, and motivations. Part memoir, part legacy, this book bears testimony to the fact that far from dying unknown, Dan is one of South Africa's most important, high profile media players and his story provides the framework for his next significant question: How best to use his public profile to benefit his countrymen.




I DON'T WANNA DIE!


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AN EMOTIONAL FIRST AID KIT FOR COVID-19 Get calm and centered against the unique stressors of the coronavirus using the latest breakthroughs in psychology and neuroscience. Whether you’re stress eating, obsessing over the number of times you wash your hands, thinking about panic selling your nest egg, or compulsively worrying about you or your family getting infected, it’s easy to FREAK OUT, lose sleep, get anxiety attacks and make ruinous decisions. Get advice based on the latest studies in building grit and resilience. You'll learn how to: • Rewire The Brain’s Panic Button • Drain The Swamp Of Anxiety • Apply Emotional First Aid • Armor Against The Baboons of Bad News • Deal With Helplessness & Loss Of Control • Break The Virus Fear Loop • Teach Your Inner Critic Not To Be So Hateful • Manage The Frustration of Living In An Altered World • Use Purpose To Turn Poison Into Medicine The insights and tools in this guide, borne out of the latest brain research, will forever, and permanently, change the way you receive, interpret, act and react to the horrible, no-good things coming out of the coronavirus. About The Author Known for his ability to distill complex topics into simple behaviors easily applied to daily life, Michael Alvear has been writing about psychology and health for over 25 years. His books specialize in applying the latest findings in neuroscience research to weight loss (Eat It Later), relationships (Not Tonight Dear, I Feel Fat) and resiliency (The Bulletproof Writer).




Mama, I Don't Wanna' Die!


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MAMA, I DONâ T WANNAâ DIE!â This book depicts the life of an average young teenage Afro-American boy, whose name is Sean. He is unlike some of our youth of today. He thought that his life at home with his little brother, Mom, and stepfather was so miserable and boring. He couldnâ t accept having a stepfather over him. So many of our youth are battling with this same issue today. His parents were too strict, so he rebelled against all of their rules. They were trying to rear him to be a decent and respectable young man. He was very bitter because of his parents divorce. He turned against his family and sought fun and excitement with his friends. His Mom tried to warn him that he was keeping bad company, but he refused to heed the warning. Sean thought that his Mom just didnâ t like any of his friends. He and his started getting into a lot of trouble at school and in the neighbor hood. Soon they were in big trouble with the law, arrested, and thrown in jail. Sentence was passed and Sean was on his way to the electric chair for murder, double homicide, and there seemed to be no way of escape for him. This is a strong message for our young people today. This is a lesson to be learned. Everyone that say that they are your friends, arenâ t really your friends. They are your friends as long as you do what they do, or what they tell you to do, but those are not really true friends. So, be careful, and choose your friends wisely. Know this, your parents have your best interest at heart. They love you, and want the best for you. You will understand it more clearly when you get older and wiser. Please read and enjoy. Thank You.




Suddenly We Didn't Want to Die


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In the tradition of All Quiet on the Western Front, Elton E. Mackin’s memoirs are a haunting portrayal of war as seen through the eyes of a highly decorated Marine who fought in every Marine Brigade battle from Belleau Wood to the crossing of the Meuse on the eve of the Armistice. Praise for Suddenly We Didn't Want to Die “This beautifully written and truly gripping war memoir is a significant addition to battlefield literature. A minor classic . . . An altogether remarkable job [comparable] to Crane, Remarque and Mailer. Deserves the widest possible audience.”—The Cleveland Plain Dealer “This immediate, eloquent report merit[s] comparison with Thomas Boyd’s Marine Corps [1923] classic Through the wheat.”—Publishers Weekly “A real curiosity: a highly mannered World War I diary, published nearly 80 years after being written and 20 years after its author’s death. Bright snapshots abound…sometimes a young man’s lyricism takes over [but] the horror of war never departs. The diary has the faults one expects, and the promise one prays for. A fine addition to WWI literature.”—Kirkus Reviews “A forthright, eloquent, and powerful memoir certain to become an enduring testament to the drama and tragedy of World War I. Threaded with no small measure of poetry, this superb memoir is sure to become a classic.”—Great Battles “A plain but powerful tale . . . [in] vivid prose loaded with details that bring the horrors of World War I to life, he tells an exceptional new version of the old story of battle transforming a boy into a veteran.”—American Library Association Booklist “To the ranks of Erich Maria Remarque, E.E. Cummings, John Dos Passos and Siegfried Sassoon, we must now add Elton Mackin . . . who, in a terse style reminiscent of Hemingway, [succeeds] in making someone unfamiliar with war truly now the frightfulness of the trenches and the greatness of the many men who fought in them.”—Marine Corps Gazette




I Don't Want to Die Alone!


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The question is always the same - how is it possible you're still single? Stacey Levin and Robin Mesger are two good looking, successful, smart, Jewish women originally from New York who live in Los Angeles. And collectively, they've been asked that question more times than either cares to remember. After taking a deep breath, they began online dating and dove in head first to a world where they met men of all ages and types. After experiencing their own dating adventures along with those of friends, they realized this cyberworld was bigger than they ever imagined. Just about everyone has, had or knows someone with an online dating story. I Don't Want to Die Alone! is a non-fiction book of hilarious, poignant and sometimes freaky stories from real people who went on online dates. Also included are some of the actual emails Stacey and Robin received that made them laugh out loud or in some cases, alert the authorities. Anyone who has online dated will relate and anyone who is happily married will kiss their spouses good night with a whole new outlook on life. Regardless of who you are, this book will make you laugh. They guarantee it.




Lord, I Don't Want to Die a Christian


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Ordained minister looks at the Bible as a conversation starter.After living in China as a Christian missionary, hosting a two-year Bible study for seven curious Chinese freshman college students, my sense of curiosity inhaled and later exhaled when returning to the practice of western religion. Born into a devoutly religious family, the daughter, niece, and grandchild of Christian clergy, degreed in Biblical studies, ordained as a reverend of the faith, I now have questions of the religion that raised and readied me. The emittance of questions and resolves thereof have done well in surrendering to me a choice:Christianity or curiosity?




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