Sissy


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THE NATIONAL BESTSELLER "Transformative ... If Tobia aspires to the ranks of comic memoirists like David Sedaris and Mindy Kaling, Sissy succeeds." --The New York Times Book Review (A Paperback Row Pick) A heart-wrenching, eye-opening, and giggle-inducing memoir about what it's like to grow up not sure if you're (a) a boy, (b) a girl, (c) something in between, or (d) all of the above. "A beautiful book . . . honest and funny."--Trevor Noah, The Daily Show "Sensational."--Tyler Oakley "Jacob Tobia is a force." --Good Morning America "A trans Nora Ephron . . . both honest and didactic." --OUT Magazine "A rallying cry for anyone who's ever felt like they don't belong." --Woman's Day As a young child in North Carolina, Jacob Tobia wasn't the wrong gender, they just had too much of the stuff. Barbies? Yes. Playing with bugs? Absolutely. Getting muddy? Please. Princess dresses? You betcha. Jacob wanted it all, but because they were "a boy," they were told they could only have the masculine half. Acting feminine labelled them "a sissy" and brought social isolation. It took Jacob years to discover that being "a sissy" isn't something to be ashamed of. It's a source of pride. Following Jacob through bullying and beauty contests, from Duke University to the United Nations to the podiums of the Methodist church--not to mention the parlors of the White House--this unforgettable memoir contains multitudes. A deeply personal story of trauma and healing, a powerful reflection on gender and self-acceptance, and a hilarious guidebook for wearing tacky clip-on earrings in today's world, Sissy guarantees you'll never think about gender--both other people's and your own--the same way again.




Sissy Confessions – Volume ONE!


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Those confessions we all have, every sissy thinks – obsesses – takes it to bed with her – and more – thoughts that PLAGUE in a nice way – us all day long – thoughts we SO want to share with her, but sometimes can’t – and thoughts which ultimately shape what we DO! Why did I write this series? Certainly, with all the other writing I did along these lines, I dont have to! But as I look at my “wife” lying – fat thighs (so NICE, especially the rolls of fat, the lazier she is, the better, I’ve often said that, women should be entitled, bratty and LAZY, thats when they’re the most controlling, dominating, and ATTRACTIVE!!!!!!!!) – soles bobbing up and down, I can never get enough of serving her, and talking about COCK! And in general, while serving her, either sexually or otherwise talking about some of the things I talk about SO often here. Except, I dont talk about them ALL. Hehe. And I’m lucky in that I’m at least at this point where I can talk about SOME of it. Most men – their SO’s would throw a hissy and leave if they even MENTIONED any of their real desires, those dormant desires which I wrote about before – NEVER go away – and everyone has them, no matter how you try to deny them. But do you ACT upon those desires? We all have one life, my friend. And what use that life if not lived to the fullest? Will you really care what people think when you “pass” ? (i.e. if you did something that is SSC, really, really like, something you really, really WANT – nay- CRAVE) – who cares?) Most people “live lives of quiet desperation”, as the great Thoreau once said … And they rarely, if ever, bring out their innermost thoughts, dreams and desires, like I do – publicly! And I’ve never been happier. So will YOU, my friend, so will YOU – once you do what Colonel Trautman told Rambo in First Blood Part III i.e. “accept the inner you”. It’s YOU. And thats what matters! And this treatise, well, if you’ve been having thoughts of “oh, I should not be thinking that way”, or guilt trips etc as I once did about wanting so desperately to be a sissy – well, this treatise will BANISH all such thoughts instantly. Indeed, my writing is not just so erotic – not just so unique (nothing like our stuff out there!) – but most importantly, so REAL life, and NO or very little creative license, despite a life SO full most can’t believe it! – that you too will be inspired to take the sissy BULL by the horns – or penis – and just (beg to) DO! And that, probably more than anything is why I wrote this book! More benefits? Well, for you sissies and faggots (wanna be or not) reading this … What you think about – is indeed what you ATTRACT, except most people dont think about it the right way. And thats #1 right at the top – learn how to THINK the right way – this is something I teach in ALL my courses! If you’re thinking something – chances are excellent or second to none that if you do with deep EMOTION – it will happen! Learn just how in terms of BDSM, sissydom, and so forth You’ll learn after reading this book why HONEST and open is truly what women like – not so much “your preferences” as a sissy … Why NOT being able to control your ejaculation – or staying hard is not just a matter of PRIDE for sissies, but a level every sissy should aspire to ATTAIN to, or the other way around! Why cumming in one’s pants, often involuntarily, is the greatest HONOR any sissy could ever be afforded! And why even sissies that are GOOD in bed with their penis should try NOT TO BE – your TONGUE is what is needed! Why PENIS and penis love are often misunderstood, and why, as I stated so many times in my books, specially Cock Worship for Sissies and Faggots, and Penis Central, but one of them – loving PENIS is an absolute MUST – I repeat, absolute MUST – if you want to be a sissy at ANY decent level! Why you MUST aspire, as a sissy to get to the point where you think nothing but COCK – and feet – or feet – and COCK all day. And consequently, why you must aspire to hone your servitude skills better than anyone else out there – including the TIP of your tongue too if you get my drift! How – and why – and these tips will tell you – or these CONFESSIONS, you could call them tips as well! – to REWIRE your sexuality permanently so the above is ALL you think about – and attract (and trust me, just reading, do what I say, you’ll see) How to get more comfortable in your REAL skin as a sissy – like never before! The stunning similarity if done right between maledom – and femdom – and THIS alone is worth the price and ticket of admission for all reading this. What your TRUE first love – and “how it really happened” (and we all know, we’ve all had those experiences) teach you a LOT about who you TRULY are! (and your desires too). (but you’ll learn doublefold and more the real meaning of “true love”!). Why you must love his penis not just more than your own – thats a GIVEN – but why you must love his penis above ALL, why his PENIS should ultimately be the focal point you focus on, think of, everything, get to know his DONG better than your own FACE! – and why (and how) that will aid more than anything else in becoming the PERFECT SISSY! Even if you already love cock, learn how to fantasize about it to a point where that is ALL you think about, therefore, ATTRACT! Even if you aren’t really interested in being a sissy – a “dream sissy” – a perfect sissy – if youre just interested in tiltilating yourself without the visual porn, and REAL life “sissydom and fetish” – well, THIS book will do it! And much, much more. (by the way, Sissy Central (our most popular book) and Sissygasm Central are must reads along with THIS book!) For you DOMINANT ladies (or men) reading this … Here are some – I could write TOMES here too! Learn what your sissy REALLY wants deep down inside – chances are excellent and second to none and second to none just flew to Mars, not Venus, hehe – he (she) is NOT telling you! And even if she is, probably not all of it, probably not in graphic details, trust me, even me, at a certain point, I used to be so shy about all this! Learn how the MENTAL part of humiliation is really what gets sissies and yourself off, and how to take it to the DEEPEST levels possible via what is “explained” (and described) in these BASE, DEBASE, confessions! Learn why – well, two things – one LABELS (especially the “gay”, “straight” etc labels of so called sexuality which is VERY fluid and always shades of X and Y as I keep saying) are useless- and why these same labels when used right can take your submissive – and you – to levels of bliss youve never experienced before. Learn how you can EASILY get “straight men” to do things they would NEVER “dream of in their wildest dreams” (except they do. Hehe). Even if you arent that dominating – this book will MAKE you dominant, just by reading and understanding the utter lust behind some of the scenes, and the why’s and wherefore’s! Even if you weren’t interested in having a sissy before – you will now, and then some! Learn how to control your sissy with WORDS – this book perhaps explains the axiom of “it’s all about the mind” BETTER than anything else! And, its never about her body – or even his! Learn how external looks are basically always irrelevant – all my books teach you that – but this book teaches you more than anything else how sissies lust for COCK – and FOOT – all types, provided the MINDSET behind is devious, and uber dominant, and OPEN! (and “right” by extension!) . Learn how your having a cock – or even a foot – provided the mind is right – puts you ahead of the game automatically if you know how to USE it right! You’ll never feel so good about your body again, my friend, trust me! Learn how being slovenly is not just an excuse to be lazy – its a massive TURN on for your sissy! Learn the inner most secrets and how your sissy’s mind works, and how to use that to YOUR advantage. My significant other despite not being into BDSM has graduated from being a “simple small town girl” (like in Garima Madam … JI!) – to a “cuckoldress” and dominatrix (lifestyle) “el supreme”! Learn how body hair can be a HUGE turn on for sissies – FEMALES, you will LOVE THIS ONE, TRULY! Learn how to keep your sissy HORNY and on edge – read this with “15 ways to give him the ruined orgasm of his life … and have him SALIVATING for MORE!” … this alone is worth the price of admission. Perhaps the best part? Become the Queen – or King – you were always meant to be – in ALL areas of your life – not just sexual! The sheer CONFIDENCE you get from all this will be such a boost it will naturally permeate over into areas of your life you never thought before, like your work! And much, much more … And that, my friend is that. Yet another masterpiece (or mistress piece) from the Real Mc Coy of femdom and everything fetish related. And one you MUST have sitting on your mantelpiece, or hiding in the drawer, whichever the case might be. Here is but a SNEAK (just a peek, sissy! Hehe) PEEK at what you’ll GET – some of these writings will literally FORCE the dormant sissy out of you! Sissy Confessions, and one I’ll make to perfect Madam Megan tomorrow morning! Sissy Confession #2 – The almighty struggle NOT to cum in pant! Sissy Confession #3 – Dick and balls, my friend. Dick and balls! Sissy Confession #4 – First love, first COCK, first FOOT … Craven Depths of SUBMISSION – or perhaps sissy Confession #5 … Sissy Confessions #6– (Master Jerome’s) dangling dong! Sissy Confession #7 – More on feet – and COCK! Master’s long dong (schlong) – and I’m looking at it NOW – and Sissy confession #8! Sissy Confession #9 – I so love aggressive, dominant, BRATTY (naturally) Chinese women sTRIDING up to me, looking me in the EYE – and WHY! (not! Hehe) Sissy Confession #10 – When us submissive FREAKS call her Ma’am – and how she feels – and loves it – not – and yes! Sissy confession #11, Long thick DONGS, men shooting POWERFUL LONG LOADS – usually from thick STRAIGHT DONGS! Don’t cocks just have a way of making you forget ALL? (Sissy Confession #12, so NICE!) Sissy Confession #13 – Why sissy fags are often the best “born to suck” – at sucking – DONG! Sissy Confession #14 – The one “girlie” habit I never will/want to get rid of, and .. Sissy Confession #6! Sissy Confession #15 – On shining his dong, rigorously polishing his KNOB with SLOB – and more. Penis is just so NICE AND DOMINATING! Sissy Confession #17 – What Madam Megan didnt get about sissy, penis LOVE! Sissy Confession #18 – The effect his lovely long DONG has on me… Sissy Confession #19 I just can’t get his penis out of my mind! (and this is in a different color, rightfully so, my entire sissy self is so DEVOTED TO HIS DONG, MASTER IS SO MANLY, HIS COCK IS SO, SO, like Master Wang’s in Penis Central, SO NICE!)Oh, that cock HEAD, SIR ! PAYE LAGU, SIR, I’d kiss your feet – each toe 10 times, 100 times, all day, just to have your erect tubular LONG DONG in front of my NOSE – SO NICE! “His dick is really hard today!” (Sissy confession #20) Sissy Confession #21 – That was quite a load I pumped out last night! Sissy Confession #22 -That HEAVENLY LOAD of REAL MAN CUM! Sissy Confession #23 – Sissy Cum Dump Sissy Confession #24 – Madam, I’d kiss your dream man’s feet and suck his cock if you wanted me to . . . all for YOU! Sissy Confession #25- How Master Wangs dense, thick pubes drove me NOSE deep into levels of hitherto unfelt LUST! Sissy Confession #26 – How perfect Master Wang turned me so expertly (without trying) into the piss drinking sissy I am, always WAS! And so love to be! Sissy Confession #27 – What Master Wang taught me about my TRUE self without even trying… Master Wang stuck his lovely tongue out!! And it drove me insane with sheer utter LUST! (Sissy Confession #28) Sissy Confession #29 – Master Wang, your long lovely cock is so … NICE! Sissy Confession #30 – My highness, my lord, My MASTER, my OWNER, perfect Master Wang… Sissy Confession #31 – ABJECT, CRAVEN HUMILIATION THAT MAKES ME SHIVER WITH LUST. Malik, PAYE LAGU! And much, much more. Get this NOW. (indeed, you’ll be leaking in anticipation and FLOODING as you read. Hehe).




Rabbit's Foot


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Winter, Chicago, 1920: They planned to meet at midnight. They would run off together and marry. But something went wrong. A story of two lovers . . . For young Nathan Devlin and Julia Tharpe, that missed meeting cleaves their relationship and sunders their lives. Nathan goes to prison, bitter, blaming Julia for lack of resolve. Julia continues with her career, equally bitter, blaming him for unfaithfulness. Years later, Julia learns the truth of that nights failed elopement, and of the deception behind it. She sets out to find Nathan, now an escaped fugitive. Her search leads her in 1955 to the small farm town of Windmill, Indiana. There Nathan, still bitter at Julia, at his luck and at the world at large, is avenging himself on the hapless townspeople in a peculiar way: With magic. . . . And seven stories of supernatural mischief . . . For Nathan owns a collection of powerful objects which he now, in a final act of malice, sells to unwary townsfolk. To his seven customers, ranging from a grade-school girl to an aging charity-home couple, these ordinary-looking purchases quickly prove useful. Then things get out of hand . . . . . . All unfold to a climax in quiet, out-of-the-way Windmill, Indiana. Through these seven unfolding fantasy stories is woven, in flashbacks, the decades-long story of Julia and Nathans complex love affair . . . Their cruel betrayal by others . . . Their years apart . . . Their final reconciliation . . . And a secret finally revealed that will bind them once more. Windmill, Indiana. Where bad things happen to a good town. Books in the Windmill, Indiana series Welcome to Windmill Rabbits Foot Sweet Dreams Woman in the Rain Contact the author at [email protected] Cover photo by Judy Butz







Shelterball


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Dante Grabina was the latest great point guard coming out of New York City and the world seemingly was at his feet. Not unlike many before him, his dream was soon transformed when he saw nothing but dollar signs; he declined to go to college and instead chose to go straight to the NBA. Nicknamed Blur, he was physically and mentally unprepared for the NBA, and as a result, he did not last. When he tries to cash in on some easy money with an old friend from the neighborhood, he is arrested and spends five long years in jail. Shelterball picks up years later when, unhappy with his tedious life, Blur attempts to turn it around. At the age of 35, he applies and is accepted to college. While he is there, he pushes himself to be a better student and citizen. Focusing on educating himself and gaining a broader worldview, he is approached by the basketball coach who remembers him from years ago and convinces him to come try out for the team. With basketball back in his life, he gradually transforms from the selfish boy of his youth to the selfless, empathetic man that he always saw and admired in his father. Moreover, once his championship pedigree on the court transitions to the real world, he begins a journey where loyalty, honor, friendship, and a man’s word become more valuable than money or fame. Shelterball is about Blur's struggle with his family, his friends, a woman that he becomes involved with who is in an abusive relationship, and most importantly himself.




Detour:


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Don Miller rolls over the conventional approach to Epilepsy with an automotive slant on a condition 2% of the World shares with him, he's had E, as it is sometimes called for 40 years and therefore knows something about it.




Magicorum Box Set


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Fairy tale princesses fight back! Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty are best friends and jewel thieves who can't stand Philpot, aka His Highness of Hedge Funds. It's the best-selling fairy tale retelling that USA Today calls “must read paranormal romance!" This valuable ebook collection includes: WOLVES AND ROSES (Book 1) Bryar Rose is supposed to live by a fairy tale life template: sleeping beauty. So why does she dream of ancient Egypt and a handsome young werewolf? MOONLIGHT AND MIDTOWN (Book 2) Bryar Rose and her bestie Elle (never call her Cinderella) go shopping in hidden Manhattan stores run by faeries. Mayhem ensues. SHIFTERS AND GLYPHS (Book 3) Bryar Rose discovers the secret behind her connection to the pyramids of ancient Egypt ... and to the heart of a certain werewolf. “Bauer’s unique voice blends magical fantasy, swooning romance, and a bucketful of teenage sass.” – Booklist Fairy Tales of the Magicorum Modern fairy tales with sass, action, and romance 1. Wolves and Roses 2. Moonlight and Midtown 3. Shifters and Glyphs 4. Slippers and Thieves 5. Bandits and Ball Gowns 6. Fire and Cinder 7. Fairies and Frosting 8. Towers and Tithes 9. Mirrors and Mysteries 10. Rapunzels and Powers




Sissy & Smooch


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Lucky


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Russell “Lucky” McCoy is the Vice President of the Road Demons Motorcycle Club. He’s also the adopted father of his two abandoned siblings, one of which has Down Syndrome. He’d resigned himself to the life of single fatherhood until he meets Harper Hannigan, the school’s newest special education teacher. Nothing matters but winning her heart—not their 14 year age difference, the obstacles trying to keep them apart, or even her father, the town’s new sheriff who’s determined to take down the motorcycle club by any means necessary.




Wolves And Roses


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A fairy tale retelling with a twist! Seventeen-year-old Bryar Rose has a problem. She’s descended from one of the three magical races—shifters, fairies, or witches. That makes her one of the Magicorum, and Magicorum always follow a fairy tale life template. In Bryar’s case, that template should be Sleeping Beauty. Should being the key word. Trouble is, Bryar is nowhere near the sleeping beauty life template. Not even close. She doesn’t like birds or woodland creatures. She can’t sing. And she certainly can’t stand Prince Philpot, the so-called “His Highness of Hedge Funds” that her aunties want her to marry. Even worse, Bryar’s having recurring dreams of a bad boy hottie and is obsessed with finding papyri from ancient Egypt. What’s up with that? All Bryar wants is to attend a regular high school with normal humans and forget all about shifters, fairies, witches, and the curse that Colonel Mallory the Magnificent placed on her. And she might be able to do just that--if only she can just keep her head down until her eighteenth birthday when the spell that’s ruined her life goes buh-bye. But that plan gets turned upside down when Bryar Rose meets Knox, the bad boy who’s literally from her dreams. Knox is a powerful werewolf, and his presence in her life changes everything, and not just because he makes her knees turn into Jell-O. If Bryar can’t figure out who—or what—she really is, it might cost both her and Knox their lives… as well as jeopardize the very nature of magic itself. Perfect for readers who love young adult books with romance, action, adventure, and one-of-a-kind world building. Magicorum characters KNOW they’re stuck in a fairy tale life template… and struggle with the role of fantasy and magic in their future. Fairy Tales of the Magicorum Series Modern fairy tales with sass, action and romance 1. Wolves and Roses 2. Moonlight and Midtown 3. Shifters and Glyphs 4. Slippers and Thieves 5. Bandits and Ball Gowns 6. Fire and Cinder 7. Fairies and Frosting 8. Towers and Tithes 9. Mirrors and Mysteries