The Epitome of Love: An Abdl Novella


Book Description

"This novella is an amazing work of ABDL fiction and really kept me turning the page. Feels like this is a bit of a landmark piece that really paints the ABDL community in a far more realistic and positive way than mainstream media." - Starred Review. Robin Bailey was a very normal eighteen year old. Great student, geeky bookworm, funny guy and smart. His parents and younger sister always showered him with support and love. Truth was, he held a secret. He liked to wear diapers and desired to be a baby. He always felt very bad about that, even when he knew he wasn't the only one. The idea of being a baby was so strong, it was part of him. One he kept hidden. Carter Blake was Robin's best friend, a popular swimmer with godly looks but a golden heart. Loyal to the end, Carter knew the person he loved most was Robin, they were like brothers. However, towards Graduation, he can't keep pretending he doesn't notice Robin acting weird, down, as if he's keeping a secret. Little do either of them know that a little slip will throw them both, and their families, into a new way of life. DISCLAIMER: The story deals with ABDL, that is adults wearing and using diapers and acting like babies in a NON-SEXUAL form. There is no sexual activity or mentions.




The Book of Changes


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The acclaimed ABDL novella THE EPITOME OF LOVE evolves into THE BOOK OF CHANGES.A new version the story is here, with an extended plot, and a section of trues coming-out stories of real ABDLs around the world sharing their experiences with acceptance!THE BOOK OF CHANGES follows Robin and Carter. Two seniors at high school, confident Carter is swim team captain with a lot of swag and charisma. His best friend, Robin, is the shy background kid who loves to read and keep to himself. Despite their opposing personalities, ten years of friendship has make them closer than brothers.However, Robin's behavior begins to change as his lifelong secret begins to overwhelm him: He is an Adult Baby. Robin wants to have a successful life, but he also loves to wear diapers, suck his thumb, and he longs to be act and be treated like a baby from time to time. No one ever imagined this about him, but Carter and his family begin to notice Robin's anxiety, and when the revelation comes... it blows everyone away. Yet, with a little guidance and love, Robin discovers that not only his family, but his best friend, are willing to accept and get involved with this part of him. Suddely Robin will discover that love knows no bounds and Carter will realize that Robin is giving him the best present ever too: A baby brother he can take care of!This is the first entry of THE TRILOGY OF CHANGES!




The Adult Baby Identity - the Complete Collection


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Knowing who you are and what your personal identity is will always be a powerful and important goal. For diaper wearers and adult babies of course, this is complicated by the duality of nature - part infant and part adult. Understanding that is terribly difficult and for most, we end up staggering through life, not really sure who we are, how we came to be and how to feel good about ourselves. These FOURbooks in one volume lay a great psychological foundation on the issues of Adult Regression and a worthy read for anyone interested in the topic, either as an observer or as a participant. If you are an adult baby or related to one, this book will give you a deeper understanding of just why ABDLs exists and how to understand why it is not something you can just decided to give up or stop doing. It is part of the identity and therefore, part of who we truly are.




Living Happily As An Adult Baby


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Understanding. Knowledge. Insight. It is the goal of most people and humanity in general to understand and to gain knowledge. To understand our natural world. To understand space. To understand those things so tiny we can never see them. We want to understand what other people are saying, insight into what they are feeling and what makes them tick. For most people, it is natural to want to understand more about a wide variety of topics and disciplines. Perhaps the most important understanding of them all is the knowledge of self. Adult babies have traditionally not fared well in the area of understanding of ourselves. The few professional attempts to explain ABDL behaviour and thinking have been less than helpful and often insulting and deeply offensive. Being described as a paraphilia alongside and adjacent to paedophilia and other serious disorders has been the nightmare that has haunted the community for a generation. Slowly however, the light has been dawning on the extraordinary world of the adult baby. The first step was the recognition that being an adult baby is no mere affectation, fetish or odd choice of behaviour. It was the understanding that the baby self is a genuine and subjectively real identity. Not a thing, not a concept or a feeling, but an identity. A few professionals have belatedly drifted onto the scene and made a few inroads, but they have been well behind the small group of hard-working ABDLs themselves who have sought to build a body of understanding on who we are. Knowing who we are is the key to success, happiness and the ability to move forward. The works of B. Terrance Grey, Rosalie and Michael Bent led the way to building an intellectual basis of understanding of who Adult babies are. Then came Dylan Lewis, whose canon of work in this area has no peer. This new book – Living Happily as an Adult Baby – makes a promise in its title that is almost obscene in its arrogance. Adult Babies have often struggled with the power of their baby identity and happiness - especially long-term happiness – has often eluded them. This work is commended to all adult babies, their family and friends as it seeks to further humanity’s understanding of this most complex identity structure. The Adult Baby.




The Adult Baby Identity - Coming out as an Adult Baby (Diaper Version)


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AB Discovery is pleased to announce a new book, the first of a four-book series, from acclaimed author, Dylan Lewis: "The Adult Baby Identity - Coming Out as an Adult Baby" Who we are and who we understand ourselves to be is of immense importance to us and yet, as Adult Babies, we are often flummoxed by that question. Why do we have these babyish feelings? Why do we wear diapers and can still access our toddler feelings and emotions? This new book by Dylan Lewis explores the psyche of the Adult Baby and how it functions through various stages of development. If you are an Adult Baby, this book is recommended to help you understand not just who you are, but also your value and place as an AB in the world. You are not common, but you are normal. You are poorly understood by the world, but you don't need to be poorly understood by yourself.




The Epitome of Love


Book Description

Two Boys. One Innocent Secret. An Amazing Friendship. Robin Bailey appeared to be a regular high school Senior. He had amazing grades, he was well liked among his teachers, and he loved to hang out with his friends, specially his best friend Carter. But Robin had a secret that made him feel like an outsider sometimes: He was an Adult Baby. He liked to wear diapers and pretend he was a one year old baby. He carried that shame for his entire life, never telling anyone who he really is. Carter Blake was popular and part of the school's swim team, but he never cared for popularity a lot. All he knew was he had a best friend, Robin, who he loved like no one in the world. However, Carter can't keep pretending he doesn't notice how his best friend acts weird, detached and sad in the most unexpected moments. He knows Robin is keeping a secret, but he doesn't know what it is. The Bailey family was very close to one another. However, Robin could never tell his parents or sister about his desires of being a baby and wear diapers. He thought they would disown him. it is until one little slip up reveals an adult diaper to Robin's sister in his room that the life of Robin, Carter, and the Bailey family changes forever...




Carrying the Body


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Elise, a young woman with a mysteriously ill son, returns to her childhood home years after running away with a lover. Now destitute, she begins to search for an object hidden somewhere in the house, which has been in a state of disrepair since her mother's untimely death. Her father, who fled political terror in in his youth, is frail and often dreaming. So it falls to Elise's older sister, who has never left home, to maintain family order. Unraveled by alcohol and her own longing for escape, "Aunt," as Elise's sister is simply known, is further disturbed by the child's illness and his mother's irresponsibility. To placate the child, she turns to the bedtime tale of the Three Little Pigs, which becomes increasingly corrupted with each telling. As Aunt struggles to take care of the child, she recalls -- with a mixture of jealousy and resentment -- the day her sister left home. Meanwhile, Elise continues her search, with consequences that will alter Aunt's life irrevocably. A writer of "obvious and extreme talent" (Los Angeles Times), Raffel uses starkly beautiful, stunningly precise language to etch this compelling portrait of a family torn apart by longing, miscommunication, and misdirected love. Meticulously crafted and utterly absorbing, Carrying The Body is ultimately about the inescapable emotional legacies passed from generation to generation, and our dreams of refuge and release.




Just a Bit Ruthless


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Stockholm syndrome or Love? When you want someone completely wrong for you... Luke Whitford has always dreamed of meeting Mr. Right. A hopeless romantic at heart, he dreams of falling in love with a nice man, getting married, and having a bunch of adorable babies. The problem is, Luke has the propensity for being attracted to men who are anything but nice. Roman Demidov, a homophobic, cynical billionaire who has a grudge against Luke's father, is certainly not Mr. Right. Cold, manipulative, and ruthless, he's not a nice man and he doesn't pretend to be. Luke is fully aware that Roman is all wrong for him. His attraction to the guy is just some sort of Stockholm syndrome; it must be. If life were a fairy tale, Roman would be the main villain, not the hero. But even villains can fall in love. Or can they?




I Hated Diapers


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Forced to wear a diaper due to an infection, Peter decides he needs to continue to wear them after the all clear from the doctor. He joins a chat line for diaper wearers to find a girlfriend who will not worry about him wearing a diaper and meets Debbie. They become an item and eventually have 4 children. Debbie likes to put Peter under hypnosis and give him baby time to relax him after a heavy day working as an apprentice electrician. Peter loves his baby time, especially as his children grow up and he plays with them as their equal. They have two male friends; David and Jason who also are diaper wearers, but after being attacked, Jason develops serious problems and David becomes his carer. Jason does not like having to be cared for and loops an hypnotic tape to make him an adult baby 100% of the time. David tries to reverse the hypnosis but Jason becomes dangerous and violent, and David has no choice but to commit him to a mental hospital. The story is about the life of Peter as a diaper wearer and Debbie and their 4 children. It is also about Jason and David and the problems of taking hypnosis too far.




Batman (2011-2016) #40


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The finale of "Endgame" is here! Batman risks everything against the Joker! Who will laugh last?