Fear and Joy (Rubber Pants Version)


Book Description

AB Discovery is pleased to publish Ben Ingram from the UK, in his first book - Fear and Joy: A life in and out of nappies. We all have a tale to tell about how we started wearing nappies (or diapers!) and each tale is different. There are varying themes, but there is the one consistent one that nappies 'called to us' when we were young and that attraction grew to become a 'siren call'. We were helpless in the embrace of that cloth nappy or plastic disposable that for reasons we didn't understand - and maybe never did - drew us to wear and wet them. For some, it was part of wanting to be a baby again and for others, a response to extended bedwetting. For others still, it was just the nappy; just the feel of its comfort and security. As children, these feelings are tough to handle, never-mind understand. Adults don't understand and most react badly... or worse. This 60,000 word, illustrated book is the story of one UK boy growing up in the 70s and 80s as a late bedwetter whose attraction to nappies has remained to him up until this day.




A Baby For Felicity (Rubber Pants Version


Book Description

Oliver was an adult baby and unlike most, he got a lot of opportunities to dress up and diaper up as the baby he always wanted to be. One day when Dave, an old friend, rang to see how he was getting on, he spoke not to Oliver, but to Felicity. She told him an impossible tale of how 'Ollie' was now living as a baby. He thought it was a scam or a lie. But it wasn't. Trapped by his own infantile desires, Felicity had indeed, partly turned Oliver into a baby, but how far would she go and how far would he let her? And what would her mother and two sisters say when they discovered that Felicity now had a baby - but not by traditional means? Read on to find out.




The Diapering of Robbie - Rubber Pants Version


Book Description

Robbie is a troubled young man, He is an adult baby and to some, he is considered 'damaged goods'. Despite his best intentions, he could not control his desire to be an infant and it led to a confrontation with Angelica, his wife. In consultation with a psychiatrist, Dr Marie, it was decided that a course of intense babying may in fact, cure him of his baby desires. But it was a failure and together, the doctor and the wife turned Robbie from adult husband to infant boy. Would it be a good outcome for all concerned including family and friends?




Sugar and Spice and All Things Nice Vol 1 (Rubber Pants Version)


Book Description

This book is a collection of ABDL short stories by a variety of authors and with a 'softer edge'. Read a set of stories with many of the themes that interest or excite you. The stories are: The Accident Bobby The Baby Bottle Caper The Dream Juney The Lady Baby Mother Alien The New Baby My Start In Diapers My Strange Dream Woe is Me The BBB and the Incredible Sokeez The Magic Pacifier The Maid




Fear and Joy: a life in and out of diapers


Book Description

We all have a tale to tell about how we started wearing nappies (or diapers!) and each tale is different. There are varying themes, but there is the one consistent one that diapers 'called to us' when we were young and that attraction grew to become a 'siren call'. We were helpless in the embrace of that cloth diaperor plastic disposable that for reasons we didn't understand - and maybe never did - drew us to wear and wet them. For some, it was part of wanting to be a baby again and for others, a response to extended bedwetting. For others still, it was just the nappy; just the feel of its comfort and security. As children, these feelings are tough to handle, never-mind understand. Adults don't understand and most react badly... or worse. This 60,000 word, illustrated book is the story of one UK boy growing up in the 70s and 80s as a late bedwetter whose attraction to nappies has remained to him up until this day.




The Washing Line - Rubber Pants Edition


Book Description

Benjamin often rode past the house and saw nappies and plastic rubber pants hung up on the clothesline out back. They called to him and he dreamed about them. Finally, he had to touch them and then, to take some. He was a teenager now and surely should know better, but the deep desires of his heart and loins called to the rubber pants and so he stole one. But he was caught... Now he had to spill the deep secret of his heart. He wanted to be a baby again. How would Miss Goodwin - his former teacher - react to that embarrassing admission?




Sissy Baby World (Rubber Pants Version)


Book Description

hristine Kringle is a popular writer of wonderful sissy-baby-themed novels. Full of all the fantasies and deep-seated wishes that so many have, Christine lays out a story that COULD be possible one day. You will be thrilled by the vision of young men who become their heart's desire: baby girls. Contains: Belle Means Beautiful Frills for Freddy The Crush




The Joy of Peeing in the River


Book Description

Life on the river can be exciting for a spectator who watches weekenders enjoying the wilds of Up North. Including in this book are stories of fishing, canoeing, kayaking, tubing, some foolish acts of our own, and what happens when people dont know whos watching.




Where All Light Tends to Go


Book Description

THE INSPIRATION FOR THE MAJOR MOTION PICTURE DEVIL'S PEAK—starring Billy Bob Thornton, Robin Wright, Hopper Penn, and Jackie Earle Haley! In the country-noir tradition of Winter's Bone meets Breaking Bad, a savage and beautiful story of a young man seeking redemption—a finalist for the Edgar Award for Best First Novel. The area surrounding Cashiers, North Carolina, is home to people of all kinds, but the world that Jacob McNeely lives in is crueler than most. His father runs a methodically organized meth ring, with local authorities on the dime to turn a blind eye to his dealings. Having dropped out of high school and cut himself off from his peers, Jacob has been working for this father for years, all on the promise that his payday will come eventually. The only joy he finds comes from reuniting with Maggie, his first love, and a girl clearly bound for bigger and better things than their hardscrabble town. Jacob has always been resigned to play the cards that were dealt him, but when a fatal mistake changes everything, he’s faced with a choice: stay and appease his father, or leave the mountains with the girl he loves. In a place where blood is thicker than water and hope takes a back seat to fate, Jacob wonders if he can muster the strength to rise above the only life he’s ever known. “Remarkable...This isn’t your ordinary coming-of-age novel, but with his bone-cutting insights into these men and the region that bred them, Joy makes it an extraordinarily intimate experience.”—Marilyn Stasio, The New York Times Book Review “Lyrical, propulsive, dark and compelling. Joy knows well the grit and gravel of his world, the soul and blemishes of the place.”—Daniel Woodrell




I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die


Book Description

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.