My Daughter's Addiction


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This memoir is the harrowing story of one mother's journey through the hell of her daughter's heroin addiction. It is also a topical memoir that traces the social history of drug use from the youth culture of the 1960's to present time, and also examines public policy on drug abuse and its impact on our criminal justice system. The author’s story begins as a young woman whose mother, an antiques dealer, was murdered in her upscale suburban antiques shop in 1968; 3 days after the Chicago Democratic Convention where cops and hippies clashed in a historic confrontation. Subsequently, the author emerged into the youth culture of the 60’s, where rampant drug experimentation was the norm. Out of this chaos, the author then examines her personal history from that personal and social historic moment, leading to her subsequent marriage to an alcoholic, and then to the three children who were the offspring of that marriage. From the time her oldest daughter was a teenager her daughter exhibited addictive personality traits, culminating in a serious heroin addiction and consequent enmeshment in the criminal justice system. On the night of August 18, 2009, at 32 years of age, her daughter lost the battle to her addiction and died of a drug overdose. The suffering this addiction inflicted on her daughter, the family, and society at large is examined in an unflinching portrayal of the nefarious forces at work. Addiction is indeed a thief that steals a promising future from anyone who suffers from these compulsive behaviors, and it steals in an indiscriminate manner from all echelons of society. This moving story makes a brave attempt to understand solutions and treatments for drug addiction. Although the subject matter is gritty, the story is neither gloomy nor depressing, and may offer hope to families of addicts worldwide




My Suburban Heroin Addiction Story


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Are you or a loved one addicted to heroin or opiates? If so you are not alone.I have been down that rocky road and also been fortunate enough to recover.I can't promise you or your loved one sobriety, but I can promise that there is hope!After spending many years in the suburbs of Dallas addicted to Heroin and other drugs, I finally ended up in rehab and sober living. The first half of my story gives an insightful look into the behaviors and patterns that led me to heroin addiction. I have experienced most of the ups and downs heroin addiction has to offer, and been fortunate enough to survive.The second half of the book is where I feel that the best education lies. I cover my first stay in rehab, my life in the sober community I ended up in, and the many successes and failures of my 3 years of recovery. One of the main purposes of this section is for me to give an honest look at addiction treatment, rehab, recovery and sober living. My stories and facts are taken from my life, as well as the many addicts I tried to help as a sober house manager.I conclude the book with a chapter where I discuss my thoughts on addiction and recovery, based on what my experiences were over the last 10 years. I am not a professional or a counselor, but I have written this book to be an informative as possible.Because I am just an addict myself, this book will give you a unique perspective on drug addiction and recovery.If you are a drug addict I cannot promise that my book is going to get you sober. I can promise that, if you are interested in addiction, and ESPECIALLY if you are a family member or loved one of an addict, my book will provide a look at heroin addiction like nothing else!




The Mask of a Suburban Heroin Addict


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Are you or a loved one addicted to heroin or opiates? If so you are not alone.I have been down that rocky road and also been fortunate enough to recover.I can't promise you or your loved one sobriety, but I can promise that there is hope!After spending many years in the suburbs of Dallas addicted to Heroin and other drugs, I finally ended up in rehab and sober living. The first half of my story gives an insightful look into the behaviors and patterns that led me to heroin addiction. I have experienced most of the ups and downs heroin addiction has to offer, and been fortunate enough to survive.The second half of the book is where I feel that the best education lies. I cover my first stay in rehab, my life in the sober community I ended up in, and the many successes and failures of my 3 years of recovery. One of the main purposes of this section is for me to give an honest look at addiction treatment, rehab, recovery and sober living. My stories and facts are taken from my life, as well as the many addicts I tried to help as a sober house manager.I conclude the book with a chapter where I discuss my thoughts on addiction and recovery, based on what my experiences were over the last 10 years. I am not a professional or a counselor, but I have written this book to be an informative as possible.Because I am just an addict myself, this book will give you a unique perspective on drug addiction and recovery.If you are a drug addict I cannot promise that my book is going to get you sober. I can promise that, if you are interested in addiction, and ESPECIALLY if you are a family member or loved one of an addict, my book will provide a look at heroin addiction like nothing else!




My Daughter's Addiction - a Thief in the Family


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A gripping true story of one mothers journey raising her heroin addicted daughter. The autobiographical story also chronicles the murder of the author's mother in 1968; the Youth Culture of the 60's, the author's experience as a battered wife and consequent escape, and the devastating effects of that marriage and personal history on her adult daughter, a heroin addict. On the night of August 18, 2009, her beloved 32-year old daughter died of a drug overdose. Despite all the sorrow, this story is neither gloomy nor depressing, but rather an unflinching and compelling account of one woman's life, and her daughter whom she did not abandon to the bitter end. The story is topical and relevant, and needs to be read by every family trying to cope with the problem of addiction. If you also feel at a loss when dealing with your addicted loved ones, then you must read this book for your own sanity.




Heroin


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Even though Oren Elow had never tried heroin, hed always heard that it was a gift from the goddess. So he didnt hesitate to try it when his buddies offered him his first hit of heroina hit that would make him a heroin slave and one that would define so many of his following years. In this memoir, Elow shares his lifes narrativefrom growing up in Louisiana with an alcoholic father and loving mother who later divorced, to his years on Bostons streets as a heroin addict, to his time spent behind bars for a variety of transgressions, and to the effect his addiction had on his wife and children. Through anecdotes and stories, Heroin addresses the stark realities of life as a junkie and a convict and provides insight into the mindset of an addict. Elow narrates a broad view of his lifefighting addiction and triumphing over it.




Through the Fire Free from the Bondage of Addiction


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A true story about how I overcame addiction and the struggles I faced on the road to recovery.If your life, or you know someone whose life is not where they want to be, For any reason, whether it is drugs, alcohol, or depression, anxiety or post traumatic stress disorder, or anything that is preventing you from living your life to the fullest. I want to encourage you. I have been diagnosed with every mental disorder. Six months after my accident, I took a complete psychological evaluation, the results of that test confirmed my IQ was below seventy. I was considered mentally retarded. I took the same test in 2014 and it did confirm, my IQ was above that in the nineties! I am living proof that God still does miracles, and He still gives second chances! This book shows those who are in that dark place, that there is light at the end of every tunnel. I had the odds stacked up against me. I found out the more broken you are, the more God wants to see you succeed! As long as you are willing God, can use you no matter how messed up you are! In our book, we give a detailed account of how I overcame my drug addiction and a car accident where I should have died, but God saved me from that too! I was a Heroin addict, but today I can stand up, and say I am not addicted to anything! It is all thanks to my beautiful wife, and Jesus my Lord and Savior! Without their help, I would not be alive, and able to tell my story, and speak to others about a life worth living!







Climbing the Holy Mountain of Recovery


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This story is about the development of my heroin addiction and my recovery from it. I struggled to escape from addiction for 17 years, but only succeeded after an ibogaine treatment. It is autobiographical, but I only describe traumatic episodes that contributed to addiction and sketch the highlights and milestones in my recovery. It is a memoir, as it offers a thematic view of my life and is moderate in scope; and a personal essay in which I offer insights about societys role in addiction. My intent is that addicts and their loved ones may better understand the nature of addiction so their approaches to treatment are better informed and more compassionate. At 66, I am a gentleman/hipster/Seeker and scholar, but Im not an armchair academic who wrote this book from a library: I was an addict for 22 years! Now I am blessed to be alive and have 18 years clean. My mission is to help addicts by educating the public and the professional community about addictions complexity and the efficacy of ibogaine for its treatment. I hope my story supports a change in social and medical attitudes so that the unheard voices of addicts will be honored, instead of just seeing them as social problems. Addiction put my life into suspended animation when I had a third of the credits I needed for a bachelors degree. 27 years later I returned to school; now I have bachelors degrees in Anthropology and Psychology and a Masters degree in East-West Psychology (EWP). I am currently a PhD. candidate in EWP at the California Institute of Integral Studies in San Francisco, California.




From the Needle to the Grave


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After the death of my sister, I came upon several journals that she had kept over the course of many years. These journals held the key to what fueled her addiction and to what ultimately took her life in February 2014.




I Am a Heroin Addict


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"A work of compelling honesty. The writing is so powerful, so brutally sure of voice and experience that the reader is immediately jolted straight into the hellish existence of addiction." - Mary McGarry Morris, New York Times Bestselling Author "I am a Heroin Addict" was previously published as "What's Left of Us" by Kensington in 2009. However, there was no heroin epidemic at the time. Today, the opioid epidemic has become America's worst health crisis ever. Accidental drug overdoses killed more people in 2015 than HIV/AIDS at its 1995 peak. Heroin is a Beast, and that Beast has infiltrated every town and city in America. The Beast has come for your sons and daughters. The Beast is hunting for your fathers and mothers. And that Beast has only one mission, to bury as many Americans as possible. Farrell's ultimate goal is that his life story brings hope to all those suffering through the insidious trap of opioid addiction. "I am a Heroin Addict" is the story of how Ritchie Farrell survived a 10-bag-a-day heroin habit to become a bestselling author, WGA screenwriter, and recipient of the prestigious du-Pont-Columbia Award for excellence in journalism. "In the stripped-down, busted-and-back voice of a man with absolutely nothing left to hide, Farrell gives us this deeply moving tale of addiction and redemption. I am a Heroin Addict is a rush of blood to the head and heart, the kind that only true art can deliver." Andre Dubus III, New York Times Bestselling Author "How Ritchie Farrell survived his life, I'll never know." - Scott Silver, Academy Award Nominated Screenwriter of 8 Mile and The Fighter "A wild ride from start to finish. Riveting." - Chris Cooper, Academy Award Winning Actor "Ritchie Farrell's raw and visceral writing grabs you, slams you into the soul of an addict, and doesn't let go until you experience the courage it takes to wage a life-or-death war against your inner demons." Harry Ufland, Producer of The Last Temptation of Christ "It is a testament to Farrell's stunning writing power that he carries you on this rollercoaster ride of ugliness and beauty. Don't miss it." - Phyllis Karas, New York Times Bestselling Author